I answered: Flinging around.

I don’t think I’m the kind of girl who falls for one (and only one) guy. I don’t even think I’m capable of falling for any guy. -.-“”

One time, I think I did. He was…perfect. Then he was gone. Suddenly every freaking guy that comes along seems like crap. 

I am not being mean or anything. (OK maybe I am but I don’t mean to.) It’s just that…it’s really hard to find someone new when you’ve already had the best.

*cue Katy Perry* I guess second best is all I will know.

SO. Yeah. Imma have fun and fling around. XD XD HAHAHAHA. 

Distraction is the key to oblivion. When you’re too busy thinking about something else, why bother yourself with the past?

Eventually, this doesn’t always happen.

Destiny has a way of playing with time and your heart. :|

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I’m not that kind of person.

He can post pictures with the prettiest girl in the world and make me feel insecure about how I look. He can go on wishing the girl he loves the sweetest happy birthday and slowly crush my hopes of ever finding a guy like him. He can go busy all day and wish my good night at eleven o’ clock when I’m not unli and make me realize that he doesn’t really want to talk to me anymore.

And it’d be okay.

Because at the end of the day, I’m still a sucker for happy endings.

Even if it’s not with me. :’)

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what if all these time of meeting new guys, all I ended up thinking was no one could ever be better than him? that he’ll always be the best one?

that would be so messed up. :(

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I was about to go home with Mea, Val and Eka. We’re supposed to walk along La Salle, you see. But I changed my mind at the last minute and didn’t wait for them anymore. I went home by myself.

The next day they told me they saw him. 

I was all: o.O WTF? Cool. Destiny’s stupid.

this year, he’s the cold and ignorant villain.

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literally seeing, though.

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this can’t possibly be it, could it? :|

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And so I went to this Youth Team Building yesterday. It was fun and all, but very tiring.

how would you feel if…

• you’re wet (there’s a pool there)
• you’re tired (it was a long drive)
• you’re sleepy (it was 1am in the morning and I was not yet sleeping)
• you’ve got a drunk classmate texting you un-understandable texts. (secrets revealed. oohhh)

Well, it was for God. :)*

So here am I. HAVING A MOVIE MARATHON like \m/ yeah. So far here’s the list of the movies I found in my PC and watched:

• How To Train Your Dragon
• My Bestfriend’s Girlfriend
• Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief (I know, I know. I’ve watched this already..with..er..*aherm* But still, LOGAN LERMAN IS HOT ya know.)

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—my friend told me she threw everything that makes her remember him. she burned half of her diary, threw stuffs that reminded her of him and deleted text messages.

          - and she said she haven’t moved on. not a bit. cause she loves him so much.

What about me? I kept that notebook where there were a lot of KV moments with him and I just stuffed that BearCuddler pillow he gave me in a corner of my room. I look at his profile in fb sometimes. And sometimes I would prefer to spend hours and hours looking for that bookmark he gave me than use a piece of paper or cardboard.

—-But I have moved on. I’m pretty sure of it.

and…oh, yeah. I still have that Christmas name card he gave along with his gift last christmas. :))) and all I do is laugh at it.

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you know that feeling when you wake up and -bam- he’s left your life permanently.

No good-byes. No “I’ll miss you“‘s. 

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thatcrazyrockstar:

sad truth.

Am I still hoping? (horrified) NO.

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 I look at that same star every night thinking of the nights when you would call and we’d talk about random stuffs (mostly about who else is in the conference) and the signal, and about Earth hour, and anything else. And I would smile, thinking that that very star is getting harder and harder to find every night. :)

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